Adaptation and the real Portugal

well, my story is different from the others… i have portuguese roots and wanted to explore them. I always thought portugal was this nice country and i couldn‘t be more wrong.

I lived in different places of the country and After 2 years i was just sad depressed and strung out…..

i did a lot of things, but things always seemed to go wrong because of the way the country is. I ended up leaving Portugal because I felt i was adapting to a toxic society, my brain went into survival mode because of all the Predators around me, somehow my body catched the vibes and i wasn’t myself anymore. I felt i was more „socially intelligent“ , colder but also i felt i wanted to hurt people back and play games. I never experienced such a thing in life… portugal taught me Not to trust anyone, my friends, Family, and people i knew from childhood only wanted to see me in misery, i found out about human nature, and understood there is something deeply wrong in portugal, otherwise I wouldn’t have adapted.

i Hope everyone stays safe.